Oliver james-Long time coming
Everybody wants to be love
Every once in a while
We all need someone to hold on to
Just like a helpless child
Can you whisper in my ear
Let me know its alright
Its been a long time coming
Now this road
and now i know
What i've been waiting for
And like a lonely pathway
I'm trying to get home
Loves been a long time coming
Hey Jolyn!
dont be sad anymore alright?everything's gonna be fine.TRUST ME.Sometimes things dont turn out the way it is but you still have to move on.You cant just stop everything from happening.Dont ponder over it anymore cos it will soon work out just fine.Let nature takes it course.You must be strong and take care of yourself okay?JIA YOU! Anything you are worried about, you can just confide in me your BESTIE and i'll help you with it.DONT THINK SO MUCH!
cheer up
<333>
6:58 PM
went to watch this dance at the esplanade.the first part of the dance was nice.but the last dance was boring tht most of us slept until it was over.BAH!
Today was alright but history teacher made me run up and down the school and everywhere in the school.i think i lost a few kg.haha.I think i ran around the school 6 times?
What the hell is wrong with you nowdays??People ignore you is beacause they find you irritating and a LIAR.Why cant you just accept the fact and change? Instead you try to fight back by backstabbing people and bitching about them and think you are damn big but the fact is that you are small.If i had not known you,i wouldnt even know you existed.So here is a advice from me to you.GET A LIFE. And change cos you have serious attitude problem and if you dont change,next time you will not have any friends cos you cant work with anyone.TRUST ME.This is the truth!
P.S. I MAY be talking about the person who you think im talking about.
born to stand and rock alone
1:08 AM
HELLO!
went for campus yesterday.haha.Adriano,yuyang and yi yuan was super cute lah.they were like jumping up and down.I especially like the part when yuyang imitated khim of her bad habits.haha.Then when teresa and clara sang,this adriano and yuyang was twirling like a ballerina behind them.CUTENESS.
Before that,in the theatre,there was this two people who did beat boxing for everyone to hear.super coolness.haha.Im gonna try and learn how to do it!
I screamed my voice out for theresa until my throat is sore.haha.then was swaying my hands like a mad person until it is now aching.haha.but it was quite an experience for me t go to mediacorp.Saw ezann lee and ben yeo walking out.haha.ezann lee looks like a doll sia.WAHA
me,alvina and sheryl are seriously gonna excercise by jogging/running/everything-we-can-do-to-keep-our-selves-fit
Im thinking of changing my blogskin until i figure out how to change it.
12:29 AM
YESTERDAY, FAMILY DAY!
super fun yestersay lah.Went haunted house first with sheryl and jolene tan then this sheryl kept on screaming and pulling me maybe because this jolene kept pulling sheryl.haha.i close my eyes all the way.only at the end then got this ghost go and touch my legs.haha.then i was screaming: WAH,YOU WANNA MOLEST ME COME LAH.then the ballerina at thew end damn scray but it didnt scare me cos it scared jolene and sheryl then when i went past her she sat down already so heng.
We went to play with flour.then this stupid jasmine and susanne go and use the water gun spray my INSIDES.disgusting lah.then they go put flour on my head.then went around hugging ppl.HUGGED MY TWIN TWICE.haha.her stupid ear stick kept poking my ear.
Slapped daughter's butt thrice.haha.but she slapped mine with flour ONCE only.Jolyn,im gonna bring binoculars tomorrow to watch out for you very carefully.
Went to the haunted house for the SECOND TIME.but this time went with alvina and suelin.then sheryl went with feng ou and jolene. This suelin and alvina kept screaming in my ear.then all of us started singing catch your wave my the click five.then we started laughing.then at the end where the ballerina sat,this suelin din want to past her.she kept pulling me back until i almost fell.haha.then we couldnt go out for a moment cos sulin was scared until i pulled her then the ballerina scared her snd she qickly ran for the exit.haha.
SHERYL,NATESHA,SU FERN AND SUE LIN GOT DUNKED!.
sufern was the funniest lah,her skirt floated up and she wasnt wearing any pants at all.
went home at around 4 because was seriously tired.haha.then after church went to grandma's house and slept until 9.40 then went home to sleep again.I GOT 9 HOURS OF BEAUTY SLEEP.haha.damn happy.later gonna play tennis and bowl.haha.serious excercise.
8:41 PM
oh wells, school was OK today except towards the end of the day.
some bloody bitch pissed the hell out of me.Sheryl,Alvina,Heidi,Suelin and maybe Jolyn may know who im talking about.damn pissed off.
Wah Lao lah.THAT PERSON can act in mediacorp already lah.Can still deny it and act as though nothing happen when she did it in front of my eyes.Dont worry,Ill get you back.but it doesnt mean ill take revenge though.it means something else.something much better.She can kiss my ass goodbye.HMMMM *evil smiles*
Yesterday
had netball.But coach din want to let me rest.cos my stomach was hurting a lot and i was gonna puke any second.and she gave a whole lecture.
born to stand and rock alone
2:37 AM
I seriously think i assume things too much.I better start relaxing.
I keep on singing church songs and i cant stop!
SERIOUSLY
The songs are flooding my mind one after another.
Jolyn made me bloated.
born to stand and rock alone
4:29 AM
HEY THERE the angel from my nightmare.: )))
yepps.today for pe ran 2.4km.long time never run already so it was quite difficult but slowly managed to get use to it.
MY METHODS FOR RUNNING 2.4km at EAST COAST PARK
METHOD 1 :
always look in front of you and never look down onto your foot path beacuse if you see how slow you run then you will want to stop as you may think:" If im running this slow,might as well i walk so i can rest."
METHOD 2 :
enjoy the scenery at east coast park because how often you go to there to JOG BY THE SEA and somemore there got fresh air so while running please take in deep breaths and smell the fresh air.
METHOD 3 :
never give up and strive for the best
METHOD 4 :
do not run so fast when you just started jogging cos this will make you lose your energy faster.But towards the end of the finishing line, RUN FOR IT!
Angela is not only crippled but visually handicapped.Thank God her other foot is not sprained but i'll help her sprain it by pushing her down the stairs because spraining another leg doesnt make a difference for her.SO WATCH OUT ANGELA!
I FEEL EVIL!
born to stand and rock alone
1:40 AM
tra la la, tra la la.
in a very high mood today.ITS SATURDAY and wow, school is beginning to start on mon and the first week of may is our MID YEAR EXAM.WOW again.sorry but im just being sacarstic because school holidays pass so fast and our exam is drawing near and i havent prepared myself!
beware!!!!
If you see a golden estima horning down the roads in any part of orchard, THAT IS MY MUM!
she enjoys horning people who crossing the road blindly
going to the beach with confirmation class.BAH! i think it is gonna be boring.dont know what to do there.YAY, after church going to nicole's barbeque.UNFORTUNATELY, angela may not be able to make it beacause she sprained both of her legs.but FORTUNATELY, reika will be going beacuse her trip to malaysia was cancelled.i think we are gonna watch excorcism of emily rose
there and tell ghost story and then stone at the statue in one of the condos.WAHAHA
my brother cant slang for nuts
born to stand and rock alone
9:27 PM
CUT MY HAIR TODAY.i must say it looks quite nice though.haha.my mum had her hair highlighted with orange and blond strips which looked quite nice on her though.
Later we went over to TANGS and mummy bought her calvin klein perfume and two watches and we both bought sun specs.Mine was black frame and hers was frameless with orange lens. haha.We then ate there and mummy's indonesian fried rice was HOTTTTT.
This is when me and mummy can get the afternoon free from my brothers.Biggest bro went for camp,second bro went to school do some stupid presentation.haha.This shows that boys hate shopping cos they will always disturbed the girls from shopping in peace so they can go home and play computers!
born to stand and rock alone
1:52 AM
YAY. Finally got the time to blog! Today went out to watch NANNY MCPHEE.. The show i tell you ah, is magical. haha. very nice leh. After the movie, went to take NEOPRINTS! we took some very spastic.haha. Got my hip exposed to the camera.haha.so fun lah.
I HEREBY DARE SAY THAT JOLYN TAN QIAN LIN (aka LYN) IS A FANTABULOUS FRIEND I HAVE EVER MET ON EARTH! BE PROUD OF HER WHEN YOU GO OUT WITH HER COS SHE IS VERY FUN TO BE WITH!
I must bloddy get on with my science homework! damn it.WAT IS WRONG WITH ME???
im gonna cut my hair tomorrow.so say bye to my hair.THANK YOU
born to stand and rock alone
5:36 AM
This whole week im gonna shake up the hols because im gonna put my mind all into studying
Today and tomorrow gonna have this PSLs and prefects combine training thing, hope it is gonna be fun.WAHAHA.
Later im going to church with Heidi and Sharon to pray for everything and we may go down to the columbarium to see my great grandfather, Heidi's grandfather and Sharon's grandfather and we are off to school.Haven't been to the columbarium ever since January.Wonder how's my great grandfather doing?? and Mama Chua..
born to rock and stand alone
7:36 PM
sorry couldnt blog yesterday because i had tuition then went on with my maths homework.YES and i managed to finish all 75 of maths questions yesterday so now left with chinese and science.
Today we had meet-the-parents in the morning so woke up at 7.30 and after had breakfast at marine terrace.We had this really long talk by ms lam then followed by mdm shanti and ms scully.The talk was until 10.30 and after,we collected our report book and guess what..i got A2 for science,damn proud of myself.haha.after failing science the whole year last year.brought mummy to see mr juraimy but could not stay to hear what his remarks were because had the psl duty with sharon to tend the LASALLE-SIA booth.I did that booth with Sharon.we had absolute fun at that booth.made friends with Stephanie,Kim,Daniel who are all from LASALLE-SIA.Stephanie is doing animation thingi and she was an EX KCIAN haha.i gave her my badge because she missed wearing it so i was badge-less.haha.I went from booth to booth getting my hand stamped with small characters.
Then i went around the other booth to collect freebies.haha.yes i know,im CHEAPO.haha.but the gift are all nice and i have decided.
-i'll be going polytechnic
-i'll be taking either business management or business accountancy
When we were done with the booth,the LASALLE-SIA people were really nice as to give us this really thick book woth picture of art.Thats what i think.And if they ever sell that book,it must have cost a BOMB!
After packing up, ME, SHARON and HEIDI went to parkway because sharon had to buy the sudoku thing for her momma and sketch book for her brother.We then went to eat at yoshinoya and then we had this HINT HINT talk.It was fun and exciting but it wasnt counted as a bad talk.At arond 3.45 we went off to My church but couldnt go to 7-11 cos no time.then went to church carrying bags.haha.and somemore they were filled with books.
YAY! second brother just came back from camp and first brother is gone to church camp.haha.saw only one brother everyday this week.NOT TWO! weeeee..i currently feel evil.wahaha
Those people who are JEALOUS of me being happy all the time and think i dont show sadness at all in my emotione is because sad things dont happen to me in my life.But unfortunately for you, SAD THINGS do happen to you and even if you are happy,you dont show it because you are always grumpy. GET THE DAMN PICTURE?
born to stand and rock alone
6:37 AM
This morning, my mum forced me to do my homework in the car,then everytime got traffic light she will either say " green light" or " red light" haha,funny lah. Got back my english paper and i borderline failed.Can't believe it lah.i have never failed english in my whole entire life!! so disappointed in myself.From now on, I SHALL BUCK UP and shall pull up my socks. My dog had diarrhoea and he lost a lot of weight! oh no.Maybe he lick something like bird shit again thats why he's having his runs.haha.
P.S. jolyn sprained a knee,you there(jolyn),better take good care of yourself : ))))))))))))
born to stand and rock alone
1:22 AM
couldnt blog yesterday cos after netball had to immediately go home and change to go for my distant cousin's wedding. Finally at the wedding, saw my niece and newphews for the first time.hais, im such a bad aunty.never see my niece and newphews ever since they were born.oh wells.haha.
I didnt like the wedding at all.The mcees sucked big time cos they keep on making fun of the bride and groom's parents names.WTH.no respect at all lah.pure idiots.the food take so long to be serve,luckily i brought m&ns along to eat.wahaha! did my homework at the hotel but of course i couldnt finish so i didnt do it anymore.slept at around 12.04. My mum said she will wake me up later but her later is like 7 mins?haha.
sleep time: 10.30
wake up time: 5.30
this is my daily sleep time.
on wednesday, talked to jolyn from 9.17 pm to 10.17 pm.haha, 1 hour. She said definitely got nothing to talk about but i proved her wrong!
1:12 AM
i woke up early in my hotel room
wait for my alarm to go
i think about the things i gotta do
damn my mind is gonna blow
i'm freaking out about what's ahead
maybe i'll just stay in bed
cos it's no fun to be the one going out of my head
so i'll tell it to myself again
you're looking for something you can't find
if you give it up you'll lose your mind
there's always something in your head
so what can you say
you're gonna have a good day
i quit my job about a week ago
told them that i need some time
now i'm going strong on lexapro
doctor says im doing fine
i'm freaking out about whta's ahead
maybe i'll just stay in bed
cos it's no fun to be the one going out of my head
so i'll tell it to myself again
2:54 AM
yes yes . If some of you did realise, i was a bit pissed off today with three people . i just hope tomorrow i'll be better beacuse if im angry, ill have no mood to do anything .
you have seriously change a lot and you know it too . why try to fit in when you are totally unwelcome? do stupid things which cause you to be popular? do you think it is worth it? why cant you be your normal self because people actually liked you before you changed but you just didnt realise it . Now, all i know about you is that you are a freaking DITCHER who do not treasure friendship FULL STOP.
People do change nowadays SIGHS
born to stand and rock alone
1:52 AM
didnt have pe today cos ms wee din come . hip hip hurray . If she did come, we would have run at least 3 rounds around the canal .
I was really very restless in school today though . Kept singing MY HUMPS dunno why also . hais. After school, meet Jolyn Tan and Jolene Tan at the bus stop with reika.Went PP after and went swensens! all of us "talked" about people but it wasnt a decent conversation and that's all i know. went to minitoons after and bought ******* her birthday present . we " accidentally ran" into angela and melissa wong and they were extras for your information . TO ANGELA: the yogurt just doesnt go with the dark chocolate and tiramisu and you destroyed the taste BAD YOU!
FINALLY angela and melissa ditched us so jolyn/jolene me and reika went to isetan for no reason . Maybe we wanted to see the toys but ended up playing with them . THE ROBOT was freaky,it just moved on its own . we played with many things like the piano,cars,cash register and many many more! we got out from there and went to walk walk all over PP . our legs got tired and wanted to find a place to sit, so went macs and sat there . jolyn and jolene taught me how to make the hearts which im really bad at it . THANKS FOR YOUR PATIENCE??
i left macs at 5.30 and was on my way home!!
i stand and rock alone
2:05 AM
SUNDAY!
had to go church in the morning so woke up at 8.30.stupid brother's tuition so early.
I SANG IN CHURCH TODAY and YESTERDAY.omg scary lah though i only had to sing one line.i wasnt born to sing and i know when i sing, ill sing off tune but my mum forced me to sing!
yesterday
i came back at 11pm. After church went to my cousins house. It was so boring lah, i slept there cos my bro and cousin played maplestory(they are crazy over it) then my BIGGER bro played PS2. Then i couldnt play anything cos all boys game so i decided to sleep.
I'M PREJUDICED AGAINST PEOPLE WHO PLAY MAPLE COS MAPLE IS AN ADDICTIVE GAME
born to stand and rock alone
10:50 PM
HELLO WORLD
it is really me, ANNE ELIZABETH KWA SHU NING, now . The previous post was jolyn , and this post is to show my appreciation to JOLYN TAN QIAN LIN aka TANNY, LINNY, JOJO..thank you so much for "giving birth" to my blog . xin ku ni le. YOU ARE THE BEST my dear sister, mate, daughter, IMMA STICKWITU partner and lastly my ANTI- BROTHERS CLAN member . and yes , currently talking to her , but shes gonna go soon to some other place in singapore . BOOHOO . im gonna miss her .
8:55 PM
yay , new blog ! made by jolyn tan . sweeet junior . (: she's oh so nice okay . hahaha .
now i'm really bored . just finished my lunch , and chatting with my dear dear dear sister , daughter , mate , stickwitu friend ! haha she entertains well . no lah , she loves me alot she stalks me . hahah . i already got two stalkers , so now got one more . hahaha . funny lah she . hmm . monday maybe going out with her reika and hoho ! hahaha .
okay . the ennnd .
ANNE <3
8:45 PM
